Maybe it's just me, but when I'm upset about something, it kind of starts to leak into other things that I may not be upset about, but that are on my mind nonetheless. And then those "other things" start to take on a negative state as well, and this continues until I'm just upset about everything. That is exactly how I feel right now. I've had a terrible week at work, with so much stress and anxiety. I had to travel for a client and was extremely worried about my performance on the trip. My flight back home got in around 2am, and when I got into the office then next day I'm worrying about when my female boss is going to try and stab me in the back next. I hate her and this job. Oh yes, and my semi-annual review is this afternoon, and the "constructive criticism" I'm not going to get will not come as a surprise because my boss decided to give me a sneak peek on Monday night. Before I left for my business trip. He scared the hell out of me. Thanks for the pep talk, boss. He's such a good leader!
So, this morning as I was driving into the office I was thinking about everything and really just felt like crying. And it doesn't make everything better, but sometimes it feels good.
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